are you disappointed?
i am.
very too.
i dont know why i chose to blog about it today.
i guess i still hadnt got over the fact that hes leaving.
that idiot made so many people cry.
bunch of lies.
bunch of empty promises.
bastard.
im truly truly disappointed
guess i wont believe in him ever again
what a liar
huiyi is such a common nameeee -.-
i shall be lame and call myself...
tanhui. since the last name is supposed to be the surname
so my new name is
yi tan hui -.-
bu hao xiao hor.
i also think its not funny.
devastating
how fucking devastating
screw prelims
screw O level
screw the scholarship
screw nanyang!
damn it. i dont understand. whats the point in making every one of your students fail when you actually want them to DO WELL in jc. screwing prelims equals to screwing first three months. which equals to screwing the rest of your jc life! seriously, i dont wonder why so many seniors in nanyang went abroad.
sick of this whole system.
but im not gonna call for any radical change because i know that wont take place
look how rooted this system is already!
look how rooted the kiasuness is in singapore already
expect it to change overnight? SIAO ZAR BO. impossible.
marks isnt everything?
YEAH RIGHT
ever so contradicting.
everything you guys do are just defying the purpose.
brainless.
IM SO HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!
i just came back to heaven from hell.
lols. no la. i just finished prelims.
isnt that enough for me to celebrate for one whole of a lifetime?
actually not la. i shall wait till the Os are over then i celebrate together.
my god. Os are not even here yet and im thinking about what i want to do AFTER it.
hohohoho.
screwed my prelims
screwed my jc life
but im happy now
so nothing can upset me
YAYY YAYYYYYYYYY
i feel that the world's so wonderful now i can sing for the rest of my life
and you all shall live in pain
because your eardrums will burst from my horrible horrible voice
HAHA!
PS: I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE MY GLOSS!
okay. as much as i wanna post my photos. photobucket crashed on me. i cant uploading anything at all! im so utterly pissed off. kill photobucket! wanted to show you guys my hairstyle. hahaha. mama did it for me. ^^ shall upload it another time then.
anyway. today was greatt! i love all of you! (((((((((((:
all the people who wished me birthday by sms, call, or shouted across the canteen -.- i really really thank you. thanks for the lovely wishes.
lastly and most importantly, i want to thank rdf for the great surprise.
this sounds so cheesy but it really made my day.
to think i cried on my birthday. -.- brrrr
okay. so this morning i went to school feeling damn pathetic because i was suffering from morning sickness and felt like puking all the time. i couldnt rmb all the stupid chi lit stuffs and it seems like studying is draining all the energy from me. )x i felt so pathetic that i even wrapped my own present! hahahaha. no la. LOLS. i am kidding. wrapped the present for tingyun and after that was emaths exam then chi lit exam.
so... here comes the exciting part. well, i was feeling rather happy from chi lit exam because apparently, i knew how to do all the questions which is a miracle really. then i went down. went to the toilet. came to class... and there. i saw the sheet of paper. it looks like this
okay. so basically i went on a treasure hunt to look for all the donkeys when i already saw them due to carmen's ultra pongified hair. went from class to canteen to library to hall to 301 classroom to toilet THEN back to class. had the tiramisu cake. hohoho. ((((: there it is
and my voucher for my chanel gloss. oooh. so pretty i cant wait. okay so after i 'blew' the candle, we went pizza hut. and this is what we ate
hahahah. no la. im just joking. just look at the greasy oily pan! cheese and chilli. smiley face with freckles and dandruff at the side. EEWWWW. haha. ok. so thats what we do when we do feel really bored.
after eating we went MINGMING optics. and guess what. i found this REALLY classic pair of specs.
it matches my braces! oh god. hahaha. here's another one that suits me better, ling stelly and siewmun says.
OOOH. great. photobucket revived. lemme show you what i ate for dinner now.
shark killerrrr! they all died cause of me.
ooh. tasty oily. yumyum!
theres papa and mama looking bored while they were waiting.
mum says she looks horrible in this photo but whatever im posting it up anyway. hahaha.
and theres papa and me.
lastly theres blackie wishing me happy birthday. but tell me. why does she look so freaking bored?
yay. im such a happy girl today! ((((((((((((((((((((((:
give you many smilies.
i hate prelims!
died for amaths! yay! -.-
kill huiyi mans.
im not born for studying.
but i still have to.
huiyi bawls.
and bawls.
study study
CHIONG CHIONG CHIONG!
i really think im turning stupid from studying too much.
im serious!
8 more to go!
i never did realised how much i really missed them till i rewatched the vcd. so many memories keep flooding back. the june trip. everything. i guess we cant go back to the past anymore. and will they come..? even if they do come, will i be able to go? i have so many questions that i have yet to answer.
its like i keep regretting. regretting why we have started chasing so late. we should have started earlier. should have known faith earlier. should have known all of you earlier. sigh. judging by our aa-ness, we should be quite well known by now.
-.- its too late to do anything now. i shall be the good girl im supposed to be and go study. get good prelim results and maybe my wishes will come true.
what a wishful thinking. but well. since you wanna have a dream. might as well as have a big dream. as sick as i am of all that im going through now, i realise that im quite a blessed girl. at least im not like anna fu. lets just wish that i can score well for prelims and get myself into a fucking good jc so i dont have to worry anymore.
sigh. i love all of you who cared. thanks.
what will you do
if one day you realise he's not the person you thought he was?
that everything was a pretense
that he never cared?
ignorance is bliss
sometimes i rather myself not know anything at all
seriously blogger is how irritating la. it refused to let me blog till like 5 minutes ago. VAHHHHH. anyway. today celebrated juu's birthday. i realised i still hadn't wished juu happy birthday officially yet. so here it goes:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AHJUU!
today was an eventful day. hurhur.
had apple strudel. went town.
took neoprints and quite a number of photos.
got my showbiz teeshirt like finally~
im happy la. ^^
welly was crazy today! really mad. she keep pulling people's hair until we got so irritated we decided to retaliate! hohoho.
now welly~ you know how we feel.
i kept laughing these few days.
my jaws really hurt you know~ -.-
my mouth is not designed for laughing mans.
GREAT. and huiyi's well known for haha-ing all the time.
LOLS. i am amused. totally amused.
all in all. today is quite enjoyable.
oooh. and the other achievement for today.
dint fall asleep during 3 and a half hours of chemistry.
isn't that enough for any sane person to worship me?
MY GOD. i cant believe i actually survived chem lesson.
PS: just realised something. when i was sec one. i was actually the youngest in the whole school! younger than the supposedly youngest girl born on 31st december 1989 (jac yek) for a totally of 9 months and 16 days. my gosh. thats scary. SCARYYYY!
this is not huiyi blogging. its her evil twin!
-.- okay i shall stop being lame.
urm. this is the second entry of the day.
dont ask me why im so free and im not mugging like hell.
i want to know too.
im doing maths past year papers but they irritate me.
cause i dont know how to do. ><
brrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
welly thought of some stupid idea just now.
shall not elaborate here.
i bet she will tell you the stupid idea herself.
stupid la. but funny!
and she keep pestering me with that horrendous photo.
i tell you, if im him i'll make sure i'll kill every single one who has seen the photo, and destroy all evidence to make sure it disappears from this world.
because i will be very willing to kill myself if anyone sees that.
what the hell is wrong with his hairstyle?
like he pasted it on or something.
my reaction was i saw his photo was like
... for three minutes
followed by fifteen minutes of hysterical laughter and screaming
then i chilled for one second
called my mother to see the photo.
she saw and said something i thought was extremely weird
she said 'ooooh. fei fei de. SO CUTE~'
cute. you call that cute? i almost fainted on the spot.
now. here's the culprit.
WARNING: people with weak heart or any heart diseases please do not scroll down. i WILL NOT be responsible for any heart attacks or seizures.
now... ready? brace yourself and scroll...
AHHHHHH~~~~~~
horror of all horrors!
make a clever guess of who that is?
yes you are damn right.
the guy who i thought was cute (from the minute he was born)..
PAN WEI BO!
argh. please. scrape that hairstyle. i swear i will WORSHIP anyone who dares to go cut that arse of a hairstlye okay? i dont think i will be able to sleep today. YEUUCKKKKKKK.
okay. seriously i love love love this layout! was deciding between two layouts. the other one is pink is simple. view it here!
sweeet right? awwwws. was sorta sad i had to give up that one. but hmmm. its sort of like too sweet for me. this is simple and nice and.... simple? hohoho. ^^ go to random and view your pretty faces!
people please do relink me. and tag meee!
PS: most of my darling's faces are here except for carmen choy. that stupid girl still REFUSES to take a photo with me. ah. whatever.
happy birthday to you~
happy birthday to you~
happy birthday to niunai~~~
happy birthday to you!
whee. its his birthday today. ^^
im so happy.
today has been a really funny day for me.
hoho. went for scholars' meeting in acj and saw SO many old friends.
geeees. those guys still look the same basically.
THEY NEVER GROW!
seriously. four years ago, i was one head taller than my that classmate.
now four years later, i am STILL one head taller than him!
heh heh heh.
ruiyi and the rest are really damn funny la!
i laugh until my jaw still hurts.
after so many hours. -.-
but that certain someone was funny!
not going to be mean so i shant say much.
but oh man. WHAT. A. NERDDDD.
hohoho. anyway. another someone changed alot!
really. like. so much cuter. tanner. taller. skinnier.
then the hair ah. also so much spikier. LOLS!
all in all. quite cute lah!
but ren jia got xin shang ren. HAHAHAHA. not my type anyway.
shall go and dream about niunai now.
OOOOH. must go liuyan first. ^^
i got a sore throat from laughing too much! ><